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Drawing is hard! I am trying to draw again, but it's been so long. I'm afraid that my style will not be the same! I don't know how to prevent this. What if everything I draw turns out very bad? I will try to sketch something later. This is kind of scary, actually.
I know that I do not have many friends on here, but has anyone had this problem? It is very intimidating. I guess that when I get home tonight I will make a cup of hot tea and sit down to make myself draw something, anything!!
After I conquer this, I can begin to work on the pictures which I owe to everyone! I feel so terrible...
I know that I do not have many friends on here, but has anyone had this problem? It is very intimidating. I guess that when I get home tonight I will make a cup of hot tea and sit down to make myself draw something, anything!!
After I conquer this, I can begin to work on the pictures which I owe to everyone! I feel so terrible...
I'm sorry!
To my dear watchers and friends, I am sorry for begging for commissions! It feels embarrassing, now...
I promise not to beg for commissions in the future unless it is a true emergency (like not being able to eat!) and not to buy something silly. I would like to open real commissions in the future, when I am skilled enough and faster! For right now, I promise to practice at improving so that anyone who comes to my profile will have something lovely to look at.
I was going to buy a doll with that money, and I was just barely short. I made the money by working in real life, but the seller never replied to me! I ended up finding a similar doll
Quick Sketch Commissions!
Hello! I know that I do not have many watchers or anything, but I am in a tight spot with a sort of stupid thing that I desperately want to buy but cannot afford. The price is too good to pass up, but I am certain that if I do not purchase it in the next couple of days someone else will!! ;w; It's really silly, but I was wondering if anyone was interested in quick 5$ sketch commissions. They are likely to be similar in style to my older work, but maybe a little bit neater/better anatomy... It is unlikely that anyone will be interested, but if anyone is, please let me know!
It is my goal to make 150$ in the next few days so that I can afford
My Previous Kiriban
I can't believe I left while I was not finished with my kiriban pictures. I am sorry!! I will make finishing the pictures my very first order of business while I am here. Now I just have to find the information so that I can continue. Off to look for the winners!
Kiriban, caught!
Yay! Someone caught my 250th page view!! Actually, three people did, haha.
I will draw a picture for all three of you! Since there are so many, there might only be small chibis >: I would do more, but I am starting school in a couple days and won't really have time. Or, maybe I will have time, I don't even know!! I feel really overwhelmed with all the things they are telling me at orientation. I hope I do well...
Please also take a look at these lovely pictures in my feature journal. I was sad that I had to post this one over top, so I am leaving a link to it right here for everyone to see!
http://hanimurii.deviantart.com/journal/I-made-a-
© 2015 - 2024 Hanimurii
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I know what you are going trough just too well because I am going trough this now for a couple of months.
I stopped drawing because I wasn't seeing any progress or at least not as fast as I wanted it to be. I started to watch one TV show after an other or dig deep into games and didn't draw for a couple of months but never mind how much I tried to take my mind off from drawing I kept thinking about it, by now drawing is a part of mine and I do not really want to shut it out. I am now experiencing what you do or did for a couple of months now. I want to draw but I am too afraid to do so! I am one step further then you were when you wrote this post, I already tried drawing again and experienced what you were afraid of at this point: Seeing that your "skills" are gone or slimmer then before. I can only tell you what I try to tell myself but it is hard to take in: sit down and draw, draw draw draw and never think twice about how "bad" or "shit" it is just try to find joy in drawing again and practice. Find some tutorials and dig into it. It is really hard to do this ... at least it is to me. I nearly reached the point where I last left off at but I am still struggling with my fears which made me stop drawing in the first point: lack of progress or originality.
How are you doing now?
I stopped drawing because I wasn't seeing any progress or at least not as fast as I wanted it to be. I started to watch one TV show after an other or dig deep into games and didn't draw for a couple of months but never mind how much I tried to take my mind off from drawing I kept thinking about it, by now drawing is a part of mine and I do not really want to shut it out. I am now experiencing what you do or did for a couple of months now. I want to draw but I am too afraid to do so! I am one step further then you were when you wrote this post, I already tried drawing again and experienced what you were afraid of at this point: Seeing that your "skills" are gone or slimmer then before. I can only tell you what I try to tell myself but it is hard to take in: sit down and draw, draw draw draw and never think twice about how "bad" or "shit" it is just try to find joy in drawing again and practice. Find some tutorials and dig into it. It is really hard to do this ... at least it is to me. I nearly reached the point where I last left off at but I am still struggling with my fears which made me stop drawing in the first point: lack of progress or originality.
How are you doing now?